yeah

V,,, For Victory?	Aug. 21st, 2006 @ 03:58 am

Well... Let's see, I know it's been awhile since I've posted, and hmmm I don't really think that much has really happened :S

Well, I got that FF7 Vincent game or whatever, it's decent enough, it's played DMC meets FF! I got stuck or whatever on some really gay part so I'll continue playing again tomorrow... I suppose I could buy a game every week or so, to keep me entertained since I don't really have alot of friends in VC and that kind of blows...

Hmmm, I got purple streaks in my hair and another haircut
I actually posted a blog on MySpace
Which was pretty much about my piercings and little stuff I do

I'm pretty tired right now, the future beholds no? Anyways I think I'm going to pass out pretty soon. Oh yeah, I got my new ghost buddy ^.^ Yay on that one right? I thought getting one was going to take awhile, but I guess not. It's just having a full time job sucks up all my time and I like to have my off days for RnR. Basically I stay in one place for pretty much the whole day and do nothing lol... I loves me RnR, I miss it everyday though

Well, nothing really to much new, since the last post anyways and that was like 2 weeks or so ago...

Order of Pain, of course it's only a personal opinion.
Least to Greatest on Piercing Pain

Eyebrow
Lip
Tongue (After piercing pain SUCKS) Yes, everyone made fun that day :(
Industrial... Yep that shit fucking hurt like a bitch... I only recommend one person getting it ever lol, yes it's very cool but eh... it's alot of pain putting a 14 gauge through your cartiledge...

I might as well describe somewhat about my piercing day before I forget, it's surprising I haven't already. Anyways I basically meet up with Jenn, at Forbidden. We go inside, I pay, blah blah... Then I'm sitting there and he's like... what piercing do you want first (I paid for both or whatever $100!!!) Anyways, I tell him a simple short story about how I get gipped on an RPG at K-Mart. So I basically flip a coin and each side is whatever piercing, I end up getting my lip first and I was hoping it'd hurt alot so I could concentrate on the lip pain when I got my ear, knowing it was going to hurt a shitload anyways. My lip ends up being nothing compared to my ear. It hurt every second for my ear, even when he was using a Q-tip to just clean some blood off!!! That hurted alot!!! Oh well, I really like it so I suppose it was worth it

Oh yeah, I got like 3 seconds from being Paranoia Survivor :( My legs just stopped though, I knew I could of wons :(

Anyways I have to wake up early to do some business and what not so later!

Feeling:

tired

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Me is Squeaky Clean	Aug. 2nd, 2006 @ 03:12 pm

The freshness of a shower is.... . .. . . .Geeewd

So yeah, people are silly or somewhatever incomprehensible of my behavior... This is the part where I point and laugh to myself as you struggle with confusion to why I just stared for 23132 some odd minutes...

I dunno, people at work thinks me is crazy, but in fact... it's really just me being super hyper during that specific time frame so I'm basically doing alot of weird type things. Mostly out of habit though and just interest in anothers reactions to what I do. Well basically everyone that reads this journal know that I'll be away this weekend because it's some brats birthday... What's with all the birthdays lately anyways? But yes, it's Devin's birthday and I really don't know what to get him :(

Any suggestions? I'll check back here later and maybe I can get whatever for him and what not, and if I use your suggestion I'll keep that in mind for future reference. Hmmm, just like under $100 because I need to eat lol

BTW his more current interest is whatever shows on cartoon network, pokemon, and spider-man!! Oh and he's 4 years old as of... today!!!

Well, I'm going to potty because I'm completely naked and I just got of the shower and my bladder is uggghhhhh and my throat is ehhhh and I'm thirsty too brb....

OKAY!!! Orange juice is not great with toothpaste... I tend to shave and brush my teeth in the shower lol

Hmmm... I want some shoes...

Let's see what's been on my mind lately,
1) *Pointing* You're a tad bit confusing!!! Are you still confused?
2) Lemon Chicken from Dragon Palace is YAY!!!
3) Your new nickname is... ... ... . .. hmmm I think I'd rather not say, it raises to many questions
4) I'm bored, my name is... Mark

Now I'm thinking about something that was told to me lately... about a week ago to be exact, or just 6 days and 17 hours ago or something like that...

Anyways, it was a discussion about how sleep is pretty much a waste of time. Normally on average people get about 8 hours of sleep per day, or that's just the suggested time, I don't really get that either. 8 hours is 1/3 of your day, and her example was if you're 99 years old, then you've really lived only 66 years of your life because you've spent 33 years sleeping... How ridiculous does that sound lol!!!! I never really thought of it in that way, thank you... thank you

Funny enough though, last week I got about 20 hours of sleep or something, oh well whatever I feel good now physically...

As a person, I do know that everything can't be answered, I'm a very VERY curious person so that logic pretty much blows, but there are some things I am looking foward to an answer, just keep in mind that if I ask you and you say "I don't know" sometime in the future I'd like an answer to that specific question! I do tend to forget things so if it's something stupid, and yes I ask alot of stupid retarded poopie questions, you really don't need to stress yourself out on it.

Now the agenda for today is:
1) Mall, Play DDR
2) Pick up Pandoose
3) Sleep

And well, I'm assuming theres alot of time between each time period so feel free to contact me and I'll be able to verify if I'm able to hang out...

P.S. U is for URINE

Feeling:

chipper

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Other entries

» Gasp? Oh NO!!!

Let's see... I'm really just bored right now, I'm probably going to shower and hang out with Ish or something like that... In 6 days I'll be watching the Ketchup Video, hopefully it's not damaged or broken!!! That'd be a boo hoo :S

Well, lately... I've gotten a job or whatever, I got paid Friday, the MTG tourney didn't happen... I skipped my lip to attend a birthday party which I really wasn't into. but hopefully I'm getting my lip today and I'm pissed I didn't get it yesterday!!!

+ More drinking buddies/buddy if I ever decide to do so
- My ankle broke...

+ I went to a show, it was okay... but the chat was fun
- Lost a friend booo

I'm pretty much dookie right now, I miss my bed... ALOT! I've been smoking like excessively since I started talking to Krysta or what not... damnit!@#!@#!@#!@#

Now I smoke almost a pack a day, oh well... I eventually plan on quitting anyways so whatever...

Someone punched me and I'm missing one of my front teeth, it hurted and I cried... oh well suxor no?

I'm going to go shower now..

2-doodles
Aug. 1st, 2006 @ 04:06 pm

» Me > Me or maybe <?

Well let's see, maybe a simple update on my life I suppose. I haven't slept in over two days, and I really like my sleep I dunno why I'm skipping it. I fixed one person that was like... not liking me or hating me or whatever, that was good. Then like suddenly I remember how there's like more people that don't like me in VC and they don't even know me? People being judgemental is really retarded! Oh well, people get to behave how they want right?

HahaHAHA!!@!@#!!! First person is... ME!!! Well, me good buddy just wokes up and I was the first call whoop for me!

Anyways besides the training, the people at work are overall pretty cool, I like looking at the piercings and tattoos, So it's pretty neato, oh oh and hair-do's too!

No seven game with this Rhonda lady, it's quite... upsetting, my training ends soon so yippie! Sigh, what's with people haven't birthdays right around the same time :S Well, if I'm invited, of course I'll go! As long as it's not to much out of the way, I'll get a day off for a friend as long as it was planned.

Take the quiz:
What video-game hero are you?(guys only)

Cloud Strife
You are the most famous sword user of all time (in videogames). You don't give a shit about a people, but eventually you do. You have spiky yellow hair, and a huge sword. You are unbelievably poweful, but are sometimes a little... off.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Hmmm, I'm a silly kid, I make promises to far in the future that I may even forget them when the time comes, I make them to myself but those... those are the ones I tend to break the most... Though, it's been a long time since I've really broken one to myself... because well I suppose I haven't really had a real chance to break them lol

Oh yeah... BTW some blacksmith was selling clouds Buster sword with insertable Materia type glass balls, it costs about 500 or so, but it'd be really freaking awesome to have! I dunno

BTW Me is Foreplay... Score!!! Or hmmm I probably would of given praised no matter what I got with that silly quiz.

I'm probably going to get tired of people being stupid and decide to act upon it, it's annoying care to much, it really does sometimes... but as I was told... something similiar to this, going through hell one day to save a life, is it worth it? Well, to me, it really is damn worth it... because as retarded as I am, I actually try to be there for my friends, and I try to freaking contact everyone as much as possible with having my own freedom. I do this retarded type thing so it's not very awkward seeing that person and when you do see those "old" friends, it's not the hi, goodbye type thing, I really don't like that crap. But eh, it takes two to tango, well that's just something stupid me likes to says. I even says so when I help someone light a cig or something retarded like that

Well, I am me, I seem to be gaining control of my own life. I'm more happy than hmmm a couple months ago stuck in dookie and have my mind constantly spinning with confusing things.

One question though, was my post to much? To take 5-10 minutes of your time to read?

Well, I'm probably sleeping soon later!!!
Jul. 29th, 2006 @ 09:12 pm

» When I say Damnit, I mean you!!!

Doesn't it suck that someone can jjust tell you something and it makes complete sense and turns everything backwards and in the right direction? or just what you feel is the right direction...

I'm blind... in my left, and soon my right?
I go home, and I'm automatically booked for everyday of the rest of the week :(
Lip this weekend!!!
Hmmm...

Not to mention... because it's like super stuck on my mind but...
I can't think of the name currently but that one kat is super DUPER luckY!!! Me is being so enViooussss....

laskdjfjfdklsa;laskdjf

Headache to the Max...
Now come to think of it, I really freaking hurt my knee a lil playing butterfly on oni... wow I suxor, but so do those pads and Paranoia Survivor didn't really help much either including the fact my legs froze on me when that was my 1st game of 2nd set and the 1st set was only 2 songs... My DDR skills have diminished, Heaven forbid!!! Return my super duper awesomeness lol

Later, oh and I just made like +1-2 friends today! Go MEEEE!!!

I need sleep, I haven't slept in over a day, and hmmm I haven't eaten much either, shrug... it's not like this hasn't happened before, but before I had energy pills!!!

Hehe I drew on myself, and... I fell asleep during work :( BOOOO ME!!! Shrug, as long as I don't get fired over it it's cool...

and my mood is from the like 24hr long alergies/headaches!!! Yay!!! Not really :(

Toodle Loop
Jul. 28th, 2006 @ 07:56 pm

» Hmmm...

I've mostly been busy trying to get sleep, everyday this weekend I've been sleeping 10-12 hours which is kick ass for me!

Anyways I work from like 8 a.m. - 5 p.m. so I've avaliable after, I'll just be on the corner waiting for a pickup or a call lol. I think someday out of the week I'm going to go to Hardback with a co-worker and on Thursday night I'm going to the movies, on Friday I'm going to my first show probably with Will or something. I've been okay I guess, I've also been super crappy.

Everyday I wake up and my hair is just crazy and everywhere,
people tell me they'll kick my ass or stab me if I cut it where ever I go,
What's with longer hair anyways? I guess if I wanted to die I'd just cut my hair lol

I'm just really bored but I dunno why where ever I go people are the same, I do have a clone,
she lives in California, I've been pretty blah, I pwn the "7" game, well I'm okay I suppose...

For the past week, I've been pretty weird... Just my train of thought...
It's just different, I'm more free, or to say, I don't really know how to put it, but as I write this one sentence, I look and see... that's to many commas lol
I'm barely going home, it's Sunday, then I go back to VC Sunday or Monday? I dunno... Maybe I'll just flip a coin, but that never really works...

I'm like forced to go to a birthday this coming Saturday, Sigh I'll be tired, I'm getting my piercing that day too, that'll be neato, I'm going to spank that Saturday and have a lil fun, and hmmmm well yeah, just spank!

Hmmm, so yes
M-F 8-5, Someday I'm getting a coffee drink with Brea probably Wednesday, then Thursday MOVIE, then Friday Show, BUSY all of Sat and free all day Sunday, Yep

I like work, alot of different personalities, also ALOT of hmmm weird auras?

The END
Jul. 27th, 2006 @ 12:50 pm

Finish the sentence:

1. My ex...
- 's are people I don't see or communicate with as much anymore because they have boyfriends.

2. I am listening to...
- a buzzing sound the computer is making, my phone vibrating, Princess Mononoke, a dog barking, me typing, and a shitload of other things because we don't only hear one sound at a time.

3. Maybe I should...
- start saving money for things I want and to travel, my piercings... hmmmm, get all my dookie done!

4. I love...
- things other people normally don't like/love, not all my friends, just some... How the world is just on big ball of learning through different experiences.

5. My best friend(s)...
- mainly those I'm "in sync" with, are actually not around me very often as of now, are people I've shared a good deal of experiences if mental, or psychological or whatever... "physical just sounds weird, it could just be jumping in swimming pools and crap or something lol"

6. I don't understand...
- certain theories, even that of my own. I go insane just thinking to much about parallel universes and stupid crap like that, frequent headaches, the works. Of course there's plenty of things I don't and never will understand and it's kind of a waste of time to throw all of my mind onto here

7. I lost...
- many though, but I can live through it or whatever, or just shrug it off like it was nothing lol... even though it wasn't, I've lost things that were very dear to me and had alot of experiences with. Like my 3-4 ft teddy bear that got burned in a raging fire, oh and a 3 ft scooby doo too :(

8. People say...
- many idiotic things, it's pretty retarded, they also say WTF or what are you doing or something like that to me quite frequently, it's mainly because they are boring me and I'm entertaining myself! Besides I learned how to many myself see really funny things, kind of like illusions of the mind.

10. Love is...
- one of the most retarded words to ever be invented because it has so many different damn meanings. Being around so long and having different meaning it just a crappy stupid word, love can be when your with someone you feel extremely happy or saddness. It can be just a walk in the park with someone you care about or going countless miles just to see this person. It's plenty of things that I'd not like to get into because I'm just tired and I have to go pick up a friend soon.

11. Somewhere, someone is...
- the same as someone around you. There really is certain "types" of people, they may look or act a little or alot differently but someone can always remind you of someone else.

12. I will always...
- be the one to never go first unless chosen upon or to cast the last stone. The "weird" guy that almost no one understands, be the one who reads to much into things or to little, never just right.

13. Forever seems...
- can be seconds when it's just something that great, or just something very unrealistic because I don't think Earth will last forever, especially the people.

14. I never want to...
- that guy, but to be that person, it's really confusing! Anyways just to not suck at games I really dunno lol

15. My mobile phone...
- is right by me, BTW it's T-Mobile.

16. When I wake up in the morning...
- I wonder what time it is and will want to go back to sleep but most likely I will or cannot because I have stuff to do.

17. I get annoyed when...
- my life becomes a repetitive cycle of the same thing.

18. Parties are...
- great when theres alot of new people to meet, but enough people you know to not feel uncomfortable.

19. My pets are...
- eat hay, seeds, birds, cat food, dog food, and grass lol

20.Kisses are the best when...
-they're aggressive and when you're completely drunk. Go Ish for bringing that up!

21. Today I...
- woke up, sent a couple of text messages, talked to some people, not really that much, I haven't eaten either lol

22. Tomorrow I will...
- go work, go home to Beeville or maybe not, wake up, and plenty of other little things

23. I really want...
- things that I can never get or will never happen. Impossible type things, you wish for what you can't have right? Because that would be so fucking cool to have a rocket or something LOL

YESSSS LEAHMAY'S SENDING THAT DVD!!! WHO WANTS TO WATCH IT WITH ME LOL!!!!!! It'll be fun fun!!
Jul. 13th, 2006 @ 01:02 pm

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

I'd definitely like never had sex EVER but have the best food, I suppose that is being lustful... but wouldn't it be the other way around too?

Oh... and GO ME!!! Yay, for nothing but go me anyways ^.^
Jul. 8th, 2006 @ 12:55 am

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» sdkymf

Yes... That's the password

Anyways,

I got a new cat, I named her Mix... because, to me she meows ^.^
She's purple and has a nice red collar, and I love my little Mix

It's been a long time since I've updated, due to me having better stuff to do or just not going to update LJ. I think alot of stuff has happened since I've last updated... but I really don't remember it all so it probably really wasn't life changing or whatever

So... Hmmm, Season and I went out of town because she owned me a treat out... We ate Chinese and hERM.... Mall, oh and this is in Corpus. We went to a porn shop for our first times ever, we do all the "18" stuff together or at least it seems to be like that. We got lost going to Corpus or while we were already there AND when we were leaving, it was pretty fun. I told about some weird problem I have on driving over long periods of time, besides the facts I do not like HIGH places, and bridges... which are high also, or just floating over the water. Now I know that Vibrating Tongue rings are $70 bucks, SHEESH!!! I'll get one eventually ^.^

I went to Victoria this weekend, and only got to do like 1 thing I wanted... that kind of sucked but whatever, I played in that Magic Tournament... I played Adam 1st round and Hardie my last two rounds... yeah I was like 5-0 or something

That was a really... boring tournament or whatever, I only got like 5 hours of sleep that weekend and I haven't been getting much sleep lately, it really sucks, I'm tired all the damn time AND I stay up because I'm thinking to much, so yeah, tonight I've gotten 2 hours of sleep...

Hmmm... Sunday or whatever, it was Flynn's birthday and we DIDN'T go to a gay bar, I'm quite dissapointed alot! But we basically hung out at Courtneys and I had a beer and we just chatted like all damn night... Same thing yesterday except I drank a little more, whatever... I have like a super high tolerance rate for a tiny asian person...

Tonight I'm going to some girls house that I haven't really talked to very much but obviously she thinks I'm cool... which I TOTALLY AM!!! HAHAHAHHAHA

Oh well, later
Jul. 4th, 2006 @ 08:23 am

» Plus and Minus

+ New Car
- Not going to Cali

+ New Friends
- Life is Boring

+ Saved Money
- Still Smoking

Basically what I'm saying is that my life is normally in a perfect balance never tilting more to one side. There will always be bad and good things leveling out your scale. In fact, the conclusion I've come to are either to happy or to sad. This is because they are ignoring or not realizing something else in their life that balances their life out. It depends on each specific person if they want to be happy or not, it doesn't just come... it's like everything else that really matters. You have to make it happen.

Besides that...
Fabe - Okay, on Feb. 16, 2006 it was Season and I's birthday. After going to get our cookie cake we went to the mall, and did some stuff. We saw you briefly and asked if you wanted some snickerdoodle cookie cake and you said "nah, I'm cool" and yeah... that cookie ended up getting wasted because we have no friends to share it with lol

Anyways, it's balance, harmony, or whatever you'd like to call it. Atheist tend to be... neutral or leaning towards the "oh my life is so shitty, my dog died and there's no heaven to go to because we're all just a designed program of some greater power."

While of course optimist just tend to look on the brighter side of things (yes there's a brighter side to everything you just have to find the simple little things to be happy about). For example, all of my family died in a car accident... at least I wasn't in the damn car lol.

Anyways, the point is... is that if you want to be happy, just fucking be happy and not look upon the darker side! Or just stop thinking about the stupid bullshit you rant on about (I.E. me)

Yes... I believe I was quite... upset not to long ago till I wrote about how idiotic I am for being sad, that's how I become un-unhappy ^.^

Anyways, I'm probably going to hang out with A. then pandoose and maybe Liz

Later!

And how come my nights are full of cocks? Seriously... all I see are males at night!

And yes... just do things to get your mind off of things instead of just doing stupid things to get your mind off of things... for example, take a walk or play games or whatever you find fun...

P.S. If you could wish for anything what would it be?
My answer is death, and I'll write a huge thing about it, before I go of course. Anyways, I feel like I've experienced enough of life... even though I know I haven't experienced shit but I'm content with what I've done and how I've lived my life... well maybe not truely content but at least a little bit. Being the very curious person that I am, I sometimes what's on the other side, if their really is a God, a Satan, or do our spirits go back to Gaia. I wonder what's real, I'm more of a realist, I don't understand stuff...
Jun. 12th, 2006 @ 03:14 pm

» MAy 28, 2006? 11:39 A.M.

And who you be... Me not know!

Anyways I think it'd be really nice to have a best friend type person in Victoria that I constantly like to hang out with. This of course is pretty rare, even people I hang out with everyday or almost everyday in Be-evil don't seem to be... good enough or something like that. Yes, I do have fun... but not something so fun it's memorable, that's what I'd like to have. Some fun event with some person every once and awhile, good enough for it to stick to my bad memory!

And no... don't say that you'd be that person, but I probably do enjoy hanging out with everyone that actually reads this stuff, but do I enjoy it enough?

Anyways lately I've gone to grad parties... to be exact... 4 in 1 day lol

Greg/Albert/Robert,Ja-nellie-bean, Rub, and hmm... oh Semen Demon! BTW His cousin has awesome hair... and I almost killed myself literally at that party... Let's just say MATCHES... yes fire... fumes and me breathing or at least trying to breathe! It hurted plenty :(

You Are 80% Obsessive

You tend to have obsessive thoughts, and sometimes these cross over into your daily life.
While everyone does have a few weird rituals, you have to work to keep yours from taking over your life.

How Obsessive Are You?

Well.. I suppose I'm obsessive or something lol

Anyways... Hmm... 34 Mosquito bites... :( They hurted too! (I'm never sitting in front of Alyssa's house for 5 min) With shorts on anyways... Me = Doesn't really wear shorts

Let's see, I believe I'll be moving to VC pretty soon, that'd be neat!

I know I'm diehard obsessed with fire, that sucks

What is there to do in Victoria to meet alot of new people?
How are you? (People who read this)

Maybe I'll play some Tennis tonight after reading some stuff, or just chillax somewhere.

My mother once told me something... and this something will disturb me possibly for the rest of my life, it was bad or anything just bad to tell me I suppose.
My dear Season is sick, boo! She's treating me Chinese before I move, Whoop! Hmmm... YEAH AND I REMEMBER THAT FABIAN DIDN'T SHARE OUR COOKIE CAKE or at least from what I remember you didn't punk!

Well... I'm gonna finish my OJ and get off LJ ^.^ Bye-Bye
Jun. 9th, 2006 @ 05:24 pm

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I'm pretty freaking tired, I haven't slept in this house in ages "My friend Andrew's place"

Yeah, I'll start on Thursday! Basically went to school finished up my exams, I actually had enough knowledge to pass my AP Stats exam but eh... I still failed the class :(

My hair is crazy wack right now lol

Anyways I remember just sitting home enjoying NOT school, because I've been so caught up on it lately it sucked... So... I went to VC around 9:30 or so and got there around 10:20 or something, Kelly not want to HizANG out because she's SUPER LAME SUPREME LOL

Anyways, I went to Hastings and read Scientific America or some mag like that, then Alyssa came. We just talked, had a mocha (it was delicious!), then went to go watch X3... Some people stopped us asking about music that they make... Gosh.. I don't really listen to music, so she ended up pointing them to the movies. When we got there, those black rapper people were already there lol... We say Ish, Fabe, and Jerky... The movie wasn't to great, it was okay... so many things incorrect and wrong and just SUCKED!!! Personal opinion anyways... Though the movie sucked Me had fun Time...

Friday: OOO I graduate... I did stuff, grad. practice sucked alot! What a waste of time, anyways... I drove home 8:30 right when I woke up :S~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Went to stores, had graduation, afterwards kind of blew... I didn't take pictures, but I met someone new! I made everyone feel older... That'll come for me sometime I suppose... I'm not sure if I'm going to California... I'm very upset about that, so I may move to VC ASAP! Yeah... I'm going to need a job too... Shruggggg!

Later that night, I just went to Seasons family Grad Party... because we're like the shiznitz lol... I GOT MY PANTS SIGNED... well kind of, I'll bring them to VC, I need to buy paints for it anyways! Then, I dropped people off... Went to Adam's had my tea ruined by alcohol, but eh... the Hawaiian Punch with Parrot Bay was good! So, I drank 1 then took my nap, my cell ran out of battery :(

Sat.. I did nothing all day excepy make peace, and hmmm... went to a couple of grad parties, they were fun... saw old friends, and EH Slid down a giant gravel mountain, it hurted me though :( tons o fun... I was like, wow I just did that ^.^

So now me Wake up... They are passed out from drugs and drinking ^.^ Eh but whatever, I talked to pretty girl, she was pretty cool... How come I tend to lecture people everyday? Well almost lol

Well.. Me = Off And how come when I do drug personality tests, I ALWAYS get acid lol Later
May. 28th, 2006 @ 11:28 am

I think I posted way to long last time, zZz I'm really tired... VERY GaH!#!@#!!!! yep... Last one was really long so I guess I'll just balance it out with a short post about the weekend and not rant on about useless things that people won't even read.

I was a question though, why do they put clothes and advertisments on "models" if most people don't even look like them? It's like no example of how they'd look on us but instead just give them envy for looking like them. Besides, most of them are like 6"+ females anyways!

Wow... Friday was so fast it felt like nothing, but Saturday? I basically hung out with Alyssa and Jenn for almost 12 hours ZzZ... Totally draining or at least I am currently because I have no sleep ^.^ Hmmm Yeah, we basically left Jenn's house around 5:2312312131 5 something basically I can't really remember. Hmmm... All we did was talk and draw on her sidewalk with chalk, it was fun! I dunno why I drew a skeleton with a balloon though lol... Oh well good times good times ^.^

So yeah, I'm probably going home in a couple of hours. I'm just so tired I don't really feel like driving an hour :(
Yeah, Ish I posted that useless irrelavent question on one of your posts. It's basically to late it means nothinig anymore.

Score one for me ^.^
I did good on Melee at Nerd Fest
and Guitar Hero,
And I sucked at ITG and DDR but it's okay, it's a learning experience for me... playing games anyways lol
May. 21st, 2006 @ 10:33 am

» So... Lately...

I've certainly put everyone out of my life as of late anyways. I don't even eat lunch with my friends, but instead stay in a classroom making up my hours for school! Even if it's only 30 minutes.

I've had 3 days to make up 16 hours... Yeah, I dunno but I have this made, it's all about faith and knowing how to manage your time. If you can manage your time, you can get anything done and it only takes faith or whatever word you want to use (there's plenty) to get it done. I stayed after school, after working my butt off the last couple of days, around 6 p.m. and stayed till 10 p.m. Between school and going back to school later in the day, I went to my after school class and finished 4 months of work in 1 day. All I really have to do is apply myself and I think I can get almost anything done, within my limits of course. The fault to behavior such as this is that, for example, I would tell myself, "I can beat this freaking song, I know I can!" I would do this quite frequently and eventually pass the song such as MAX 300 but end up wasting alot of money. I ask myself, Is this simple accomplishment worth it? I don't really eat much for the rest of the weekend and I beat a song I've been trying to do. Yes, to me that moment was worth the efforts I went through afterwards.

Anyways I read a buttload really quickly, even though I suck badly at English I seemed to do everything needed to be done pretty well today and I'm very proud of myself. I'm still behind in school even though it's almost over, if I do give up, of course... I will not graduate...

So 6-10 p.m. I stayed at school and worked with the custodians to make up my hours. I worked with a really freaking awesome lady! She's great, plus she knew off the bat I was filipino because of my eyes lol! Her stories were great, just ask me in real life sometime because they are not even worthy of a post.

I have learned to learn...
Look at like this, when you see two cars collide and you're standing on the side of the road, and both cars explode. Shards of metal fly by your face and you almost see death him/herself.

Would this not be a memory you would never forget? Why... Think about why... why can't you just memorize everything else so instantly? Just think, and of course, if you do come up with a solution you can post it here and I'll give my thought about it and why I believe I can instantly learn something if I apply myself correctly to whatever situation.

I feel as if I'm writing alot, but it hasn't been to long since my last post.

Yesterday, sorry if I'm skipping around. I like shaved my legs, painted on my pants, and hmmm... shaved my "private" area! Whew, it just itchs a little bit :(
My legs are so silky smooth, I feel... so young cheerful and happy because I feel as if I'm a young little kid again! Even though I'm 18 lol... Young... and hairless lol

Marleen saved my life!

Oh she's my newest text buddy, she's LeahMay's sister.
One reason for my newfound or just reinforced faith in what I can do is that I feel as if I need to get away and as my graduation present, my mother is sending me to California to visit them! 1000 miles away... Away from my RENTS!!!

Thank You miss Pandoose, I use that word and it saves me time from saying Par also ^.^

Today, I did a quick simple experiment... testing my knowledge, and logic on how it works with life. I asked myself, can my logic put me through this?
My logic failed of course and I ended up bumping into someone and stepping on their hand :(

Yeah... I was to walk in a straight or like avoiding everyone till I got to the stairs lol... of course I did calculate and picture where everyone in my perifial (sp?) would be and cross. Then I closed my eyes and began walking, the hallway is approximately 150-200 steps... Yes, I've counted how much energy I can save by just counting steps and walking in hallways with less people. I do something weird liket his everyday lol!

Anyways this lady drops a paper and picks it up and bends down, I step on her hand and bump into her. I thought, my incomplete logic will get me nowhere at this rate. I apoligized and moved on with eyes open. Honestly, I don't think logic will get you far in life by itself and my judgement upon this will never be logic only.

I secretly count steps very often, in Victoria I believe it's like 10 steps closer to go on the left instead of the right sidewalk to get to my brothers parking spot. This is me, this is how I spend my useless time. I think alot, I've found alot lately.

OH YEAH ISABELLE BACK@!#!#! She's awesome sauce #2 because Pandoose is #1 if I remember correctly, maybe it's because they look alike ^.^

From order on my cell phone:
If I have something to say to you.

Ciara - Mew? Yes, that's been a word I've been using for like 3-4 months straight already. I began to use this word more frequently as we had to use it in our Statistics class. I have not made up a personal meaning for this word yet and I know that I'm rambling on currently. Besides that, How are you? Maybe I'll text you tomorrow ^.^

Fabian - Hello, how has everything been lately? We don't really keep in contact much, because it was me always calling you! Hmmm... I don't text you because you do not have infinite and I believe that there are probably more important people in your life that I, which of course because I'm only a semi-type of friend, or at least I think so.

Johnny - Yo, hmmm... I really don't know what to say! It's cool that you're not part of the KKK, just ask me and I'll explain it, but if you think about long enough I'm sure you can figure it out on your own ^.^

Liz - How have you been? You need infinite text messaging! Maybe when I get a job I'll give your rents the cash for it monthly... it really doesn't hurt to have +1 extra text buddy ^.^ I enjoy my text buddies tremendously, and I can get disappointed quite often when I get into it and everyone like 1-5 people stop text messaging me back. If this ever becomes you, just know that you're not the only one I'm bitching at and what not ^.^

Pandoose - No message for you! I communicate with you enough already, WE BETTER HANG OUT NEXT Time ME GOES THERE! Or I'll beat you up!

If I don't go to Victoria this weekend, which I may not since a friend I know is having her graduation party this weekend, I probably won't go there 1-2 months from now. It's basically graduation, parties, then California, then more parties. It really does not matter to me if it's a party party or not, because it will be the last time I will see my friends that I have known since even I was 5 years old! I will miss my friends dearly and well... I probably will not keep in touch with most of them.

And fuck... Adam's lucky! He might be able to roommate with Amber in college, and Alexandria (Alex for short). Oh well, maybe I'll room with her when I go to UTSA too ^.^
Besides, we actually think we can tolerate living together :D YaY!

Hmmm... Yeah, SA, I'm going to freaking DDR and Laser Tag and shit up LOL! Hellz Yeah... I think I can enjoy life anything I really need to now, if I'm sad I'll just look at it through a different perspective! For example, My friend Jo Lisa Gomez (Jo for short) wrecked her car. I'm sure everyone at that party will not be drinking and driving! Wow... alot of people actually mentioned me being there lol, that crap sucked having to drives Jo's friend home, but eh, what the heck... it was my friends birthday anyways ^.^

Oh oh OH!!! I remember what happened Friday now! Since I'm writing alot I might as well write more lol... Anyways, I went to a baseball game... Yeah that was interesting! OH AND I PLAYED KATAMARI TOO! Anyways, we lost that game 0-6 :( I wish they would of won! Some people I've talked to before were kind of chanting my name and said it was the "Mark" song... that was pretty weird, but they just said they liked saying my name lol! Afterwards I went to Whataburger ^.^ Hung out with a 6th grade buddy then with Mag...azor lol! Isn't Megazors from power rangers? That's my own personal nickname for her ^.^ We're pretty good friends, Her freaking hair is bleached by the sun so she get natural blonde/brown/auburn streaks with her dark brown hair! It's really freaking awesome! Anyways I hung out with her, the chanters and this other girl that couldn't really seem to eat with her mouth closed lol... I dunno why people can go crazy when they see me lol... or at least Maggie's crowd does ^.^ It's fun and interesting

So my plans for the rest of the week are,

Plan A) Make up 8 hours or so after school tomorrow, and have a good break Friday.
Stay in Beevile and not go to VC for a VERY long time, go to a grad party, a dance, and hmmm have Season Streak my hair with bleach!

Plan B) Go to Victoria... and I don't know what I'll be doing. I'm going to maybe live there for a year depending on what life shows me, so I believe I might as well enjoy my highschool/childhood friends as long as I can, since EVERYONE is freaking not going to VC lol... wait maybe 1 person is... Shannon? I dunno Shannon has cool hair and stuff... wow she's pretty amazing herself too, the like 1 hr we hung out.

Point is, I'm only going to VC if there is something for me to do... and yes, I know the geek thing is this Saturday.

Well, that took a chunk of my lifespan, but eh... it was worth the trouble... Wow! THIS FREAKING WEEK HAS BEEN SO HECTIC AND STUFF FOR ME

OH yeah... I'm quitting smoking! High-Five!

I put a nicotine patch on my penis and it started to hurt last night so I ended up taking it off and putting it on my butt lol... Isabelle dared me, and well... I do alot of dares! They do tend to be interesting and different right lol

P.S. Shaved legs are now considered AWESOME, at least in my book... and yes, I do feel up on myself now LOL

Edit: I enjoy greatly that you start my day Miss Pandoose, at least most of the time ^.^
OH OH, RANDOM PEOPLE NOW STOP ME AND SAY HI! It's really weird, plus this person stopped me because he's half flip lol
May. 17th, 2006 @ 10:33 pm

» My Logic and maybe a question...

Okay... Ish you should know, so I would suppose this question is kind of directed towards you a least a little bit.

I was talking to this girl, she would say to hang out with me and what not but, in fact, she didn't even want to like... see me at all or whatever!
Is that leading on?

My logic is pretty retarded, don't get me wrong! Most people would never understand why I do things the way I do because they just don't look in between the lines...

How the hell do you kill two birds with one stone, even one! lol

Shoot ^.^

Beep, Beep, Beep
I randomly say that and do the robot... woot woot lol

I used to bore myself by telegraphing everything I did and say it then do it... Like, hey I'm walking over there, or I'm going to do this and this and then we'll do that and that. Well now I find it's not very boring anymore! I do that stuff and it's fine with me

Things that are just annoying:
Repeating phrases/words constantly
Not answering QUESTIONS DAMNIT!!! (I wouldn't ask if I didn't want to know)
Liars, yes you...
Not understanding, or having things explained to me repeatedly.

I know I do some of this stuff or maybe all of it, I've become a big hypocrit... I wonder why? Not really I pretty much know why but eh, Shrug...

Statistics say that black people have a higher tendency to beat their bf/gf, damn them! Oh well every race does it

Beep, Beep, Beep (robot) I-Rather-Be---ONNNN---SAFEEE---SIIIIDE...
Beep...

Can you believe I actually going around school sometimes doing that lol... I meet new people that way it's fun! OooooOooOooOooOooo.... Wow... I just remembered... woooo

Actually it was nothing,
NICOTINE PATCHES MMMMM... Yeah... having them on and smoking makes me feel like shit, I don't really care though...

I'm like super care free and I don't really give a f*** about anything anymore... I get to do all my little crazy stunts now Yippee! I already have a Summer list of things to do :)

OH... I deleted like around 50 numbers off my phone... Yep... only have like 40 now ^.^ If I text or talk to you you're not deleted unless... you're YOU!!! Which is probably you
Actually I deleted multiple people that post here off my phone, just ask and I'll tell.

I freaking deleted a friend from school, and she text messaged me right after asking if I was proud of her accomplishments lol Yep... Lesbians ROCK LOL HAHAHAHA, They can be pretty cool though...

Oh, on a side note: I threw up and went home that's why I'm posting early
May. 15th, 2006 @ 01:32 pm

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» Wow... WTF is happening?

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Hey That me!!! (The Picture) Except I don't have the cute little cat ears lol

Okay... besides the little quiz thing..

I'll just post about this weekend because I can't really think or remember anything at 1:14 am... GAH I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW YET I CANNOT SLEEPY!

Let's skip Friday... I Dunno what happened besides school

Sat - I Re-dyed my hair... I went to a birthday party, yep... that was interesting. Drank a lil but I ended up having to drive people home... at 3 a.m.! THAT SUCKED!!! GaH I Sometimes really dislike being nice... it's so much easier being a bad person.. Oh... I had a donkey tail on my butt from pin the tail on the donkey lol

I found out why I do weird things!
I.E. Stare and breathe and weird little things...
Anyways it's because I like to see the different constant reactions... I'm very surpried every once and awhile. And I think it'd just be funny or fun to just see some random asian walk into a room and do a roll on the ground then just walk back out lol... Yeah wouldn't that just be like WTF just happened lol

My mother got stung by a scorpion...
Text buddies phone is broken... BLEH
I don't feel like sleeping...

Oh yeah I played Frolf

Yeah, me no go to sleep for like 1-2-3 days straight now... Bleh... I don't feel like sleeping when I'm at very much so discontent...
May. 15th, 2006 @ 01:11 am

Hmmm...

Prom, what a rather disappointment I must say!
To hectic for the little entertainment I got. The most entertainment was at the freaking restaurant I was SUPPOSE to eat at... IT FUCKING BLEW BECAUSE we were like super late and had to drive an hour so we had food to go! I didn't eat the whole day and that sucked too...

Oh, I went to VC and DIDN'T get my piercing and played DDR in my Tux ^.^
Didn't really do crap afterwards besides go to random houses and see people drink and do drugs.. bleh

Hmmm, then I get home around 5 a.m. and slept after talking to a bit with people who didn't feel like going home so they just slept at my house.

When I woke up Saturday, I was pretty sore because relay for life was Friday... What a freaking hectic weekend, it sucked, I would of rather have not had a date lol, but eh... It was okay. I only danced once (last dance) and I was basically ranting on and laughing the whole time we danced lol...

I'll probably have pictures when I get this cam filled up...

Prom:
1.) Me walking around talking to people
2.) Me snatching Laura's (my date) digital cam and taking random pictures... (like plants and food and peoples faces really close...)
3.) Me taking pictures with alot of my friends... Season left early :S
4.) Me... not really doing anything just nothing in particular that would really matter

Afterwards:
Me drives around, goes to Stacy's and it's like a breakfast party lol... I felt like I was eating McDonalds but it was like 10x better... I was very surprising to know that this one girl I know smoked... she's like really innocent lol... oh she plays Smash too and I've known her B/F since I was like 5, he's like 4 in our class because he doesn't try
Me go to this guys house and he not be there
Me go to some persons house, plays pool and scratches on the 8... Then talks to random people
Party is moved
Me watch people do coke...

Hmmm...

Me go home

end of weekend, besides not doing shit on Sunday either besides going to a friends house and passing out for a bit... oh and i returned my Tux... I wanted to keep the cuffs too :(

Oh... And I think everyone sucks... yes you! Take that as offensively as you can, because it's probably the truth
May. 8th, 2006 @ 04:13 pm

» I don't really think it matters...

But Anyways I think I'll just get rid of my livejournal and not really post and maybe view peoples journals periodically. LJ doesn't really tend to entertain me at all anymore except a few exceptional posts. Maybe I'm just bored with reading everyones lives and what not, I dunno. Plus it also doesn't really seem to matter if I post or not so I think I'll just keep it in my head or write it down for myself. I mostly feel as if our little LJ community has basically died off.

Maybe not get rid of it because it would be easier to check everyones LJ in the future but yeah, hmmm...

Besides that, I whatever the hell is going to happen before prom is going to really freaking suck ass. Like, my dates cousin is going with us but her date is just a really freaking annoying arrogant basturd! Well not that bad but he sure is annoying, I wouldn't want to eat out at a restaurant with him at the table, though he probably would end up being totally opposite and having great manners. Things tend to be the opposite of what I think or EXACTLY the same, I find this fact to be... quite interesting. Anyways Friday I'm getting blue streaks in my hair and going to Relay for Life.

Then Sat. is prom and we're going to VC to eat out or whatever and I'm getting my industrial done.

Well... Basically I'm just tired of reading a bunch of pointless stuff that doesn't extend my knowledge at all about life.

Cya
May. 3rd, 2006 @ 05:13 pm

» Do not read! I don't want to Spoil it

Hmmm...
I watched Silent Hill last weekend, I thought it was good!

Hmmm... Well first of all I meant to post this right after I watched the movie but I got caught up on stuff so yeah... Anyways, I'll point out parts in the movie I liked!

This movie does forfill (Sp?) my need for... violence ^.^
Saw (the 1st one) did the same for me, but I was quite disappointed in the 2nd

Anyways, I like the killer ash/lava babies! They were a nice touch though they didn't do shit so it made the beginning half kind of feel unrealistic. Except scare her and make her run around like an idiot. Damage is good?

I really liked how the monster type guy rips the girls clothes off, then her skin! That was really freaking awesome... I thought about it... and we can't really do that! Well we can, but it's sadistic :S I really loved that scene, what a bitch for throwing rocks anyways. Even though she was kind of retarded lol

Hmmm, Of course, the bathroom scene. It's the part that first portrays how Silent Hill really changes, I liked how the walls turned to flesh and it just decayed off... the rapist(janitor) guy was a decent touch. He got the torture he deserved!

The "Slaughter" was just grand! Kind of like hell raiser or whatever. I like how she put the chains up her va-j-j and like ripped her in half lol! Also the part where the guy who is about to attack the girl with the club get shrouded in the chains then just splashed his blood everywhere...

I did dislike some parts, one being that the freaking cop girl dies! Though how they did it was great lol. Not burning on the fire but in fact just grilled over it like a BBQ or something lol

This movie has great FLESH scenes, and there are alot of them.

The white light sucked, and it really hurt my eye :S
Some of the sounds did hurt my ears and the sounds of the movie weren't to great, but not to bad

Well... hmmm,that's all

Oh... ending wasn't grand, but it was okay. The dad didn't do shit whole movie though, he needed to be more extreme like the mother

I think I'll just double post ^.^
May. 2nd, 2006 @ 05:06 pm